I dont know whats going on anymore. In your life, in your mind, maybe even in your heart. You have told me,

You’re sorry

And that you still love me.

But i just dont see you being sorry or showing that you love me. And its hurts me because its like you want me to stay and wait for you but at the same time you’re pushing me away. You’re not willing to tell me anything. You’re still ignoring me. I already told you how i feel. And it just sucks so badly that you’re not even willing to give me any sort of response. And i wished you had just told me what you said on your blog to me. Like personally, just for me to see only. Or am i not even worth that anymore?

I wish you would stop being such a coward and face up to your own feelings and me, tell me the truth tell me everything i need to know. Right now, you’re just hiding, hiding away from me. Maybe you’re not hurting yourself by being a coward, but you’re hurting me. Courage is the judgement that something else is more important than fear itself. I hope you can make that judgement for yourself.

By being a coward, you’re really being a mean person as well. You said you’re sorry about ignoring me, about causing me not to study. Well, then do the right thing! Because you’re still doing all this to me. You said you’re sure about your feeling but unsure in your thoughts. But i just think that two people in love should not be doing this. Or you shouldnt be doing this to me if you love me.